Tuesday, November 29, 2011

i should not be given the opportunity

like, i just baru balik dari kem.

so, there was a mamat that menggatal with me.
k. i was like ok.
not bad, handsome caring.
balik KL,
kitaorg pun bermsj msj and suddenly he reply some words like menggatal lah.
i was like wait, i'm not in with him but why hantar perkataan macam ni.
i am really not ready for it like seriously.
this is not my first time but i just x selesa dengar ayt tu coz we're both new and kenapa terlalu mudah berkata begitu.
and suddenly my minat towards him makin fade.
coz of that immature things.
seriously, i don't like guy flirting around and don't know how big does the words mean.
and baru few hours ni i was like syu stay away from him.
u r still too young and u r not independent enough u r too selfish and ur too afraid to give ur time and commitment to anyone and u are your family baby and ur mom and dad need your best achievement in exam and most important thing is that they will be curious if me berkepit with the phone 24/7 and ur bill will melonjak naik.
so, the better resolution is to lesser our percentage of rapat.
i just so sad to say some alasan that i gave him.
cause i want him but not right now u know.
i just want we to follow step by step.
i x nak secara tiba tiba we have special relationship.
c'mon love is not too easy to find..
if it's too easy it'll never long last.
remember that.
just keep cool.
be my closest friend and with that actually u'll know me better.
jangan terlalu terburu buru
p/s:this is not given to any specific person